It’s not hard for Shelley and me to remember back to late spring 1995. It was a turbulent time in our lives as we said goodbye to ten years of campus ministry in Texas, leaving behind the students we loved and a movement we had leveraged what little we had for. Our plan, though uncertain, was to move to Atlanta to help my mom care for my dad who had become disabled seven years earlier as a result of a rare brain virus. Helping her was unmistakably clear. Everything else was up for grabs. But, before we could actually complete the move my dad suddenly died of a heart attack on Friday, April 28. Shelley and I got the news while I was speaking at a conference in Boston. We were crushed. I basically sobbed the whole flight from Logan International to Atlanta, even though death had been a regular possibility in the early stages of my father’s illness and I thought, many times, I was ready for this outcome. In the end, I was not ready for this.
The following Monday, while a packed house celebrated our ten years of ministry at Baylor, we buried my dad north of Atlanta and wondered how things could turn upside down so quickly. My mom’s heart was broken and she was alone. Shelley and I left one world to come to another, one that was now radically different than we had planned. Our reason for being in Atlanta was murky and shifting. There were more tears than clarity, but, honestly, we never completely lost hope. Sure, we were shaken. Even somewhat dismayed. Yet, not long after those darkest of nights the skies began to clear and God allowed us to see glimpses of what was to come.
What began to stir in our hearts didn’t make death less easy, but as the early clouds of what is now Passion began to form we could see that God really does cause things to work for good, no matter how messed up they may seem in the moment.
That fall, we began shaping a movement with a few close friends (we didn’t even have the name “Passion” yet) and praying God would use that wave to touch the lives of students across the nation. To be fair, we really weren’t thinking about the whole world just yet. Our hearts were breaking for the 17+million university students in the US, most of whom (at that time and today) were falling asleep each night not knowing why they are here and how deeply they are loved.
Eighteen months later, the first Passion gathering emerged January 1-4, 1997, in Austin, TX, a small miracle of sorts (we were starting from zero!) where 2000 students spent four days considering what it means to live out the heart of Isaiah 26:8. The idea of a “268 Generation” was forged and our destiny was set forever. If you were there, you know what I’m talking about. Heaven was open. Something powerful was being exchanged. And lives were irreversibly stamped for His glory. From that moment on, our future was set.
Would this all have happened without the agonizing pain of seven years of disability and death? I can’t answer that one yet, but I know that all Passion has become is partially due to the suffering of those days. Beauty rising from the ashes. And, while I don’t fully understand why it had to be that way, I am grateful for it all.
That’s why, all these years later, Passion 2010 is not just another event for us, not just another “Passion thing.” It is the sum of our struggles, the fruit of our sufferings, the labor of our love, the vision of our dreams…the path we have chosen to stake our lives on for His renown.
And to see what he has done over the years…words fail!
But we are so, so grateful.
Now, this little nationwide vision has circled the globe, amplified again by this e-mail our staff team received this week:
Hi Brad
Excitement for Jan 2010 is reaching an all time high this side of the Atlantic! Me and my friend Mark have been saving and planning for a year, we cannot wait to land in Atlanta on New Year’s day!
My friend Mark and I cannot believe we will actually get to be at an event which has inspired and shaped us over the past 5 years. It’s amazing!
70 young people in our church watched “Fruitcake and Ice Cream” in East Belfast on Sunday night. Thank-you for inspiring a generation!
Blessings in Christ
SC
“O Christ, be the centre of our lives, be the place we fix our eyes..”
Wow!
Thanks, Ireland, for joining the movement and for making the journey to Passion 2010! And to everyone reading this across the earth, we are celebrating our Thanksgiving holiday in the USA…so Happy Thanksgiving to you wherever you are!
Our entire Passion Team will take a brief pause this week for family, turkey (hopefully, fried) and friends, but soon we will be back at it full speed getting everything in place for your arrival at Passion 2010. This weekend, as you are back home among friends, it’s a great time to talk about the vision, watch the 2010 videos and add to your crew before the price goes up on midnight, Tuesday, December 1. Join these crazy Belfast guys and make the journey for His fame!
God is good! We are blessed. Our future is sure!
Louie
PS-New Thanksgiving Podcast posted now for your traveling enjoyment!